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Aku akan delete blog lagi satu sbb link dgn skool punyer blog. so, aku akan pndah notes2 dr sana ke sini. tarikhnya agak lama... tp semua akan dilabel ngan Lonewolf
Posted by Gmenique Ash Wednesday, October 21, 2009 comments (0)
A lot of thing happened lately. latast wud be, the Beyonce concert - cancelled. Really looking forward for it. but then, wattodo?
Work.as usual. HAte my assistant. trying to not talk or even look at her face. lot of plans actually, but less motivated to do. And it almost the end of school season. just 4 week to go. n then, bye bye kids!
this man is going for a vacation, hopefully. it must be. i didnt do it last year, and feel so missing out.
and hope to go to the east coast. miss Besut.
tgh cari mini laptop
lately i been a bit weak, mind and body.
this cough is not going anywhere, and job are so dull.
today, i went to my class after dat **** go home. try to cmplete my mural, unluckily the water supply is out. so, i take a rest in my thnking chair. my eyes catch smthng i havent see for a long time. MY DIARY!
well..more of my notes actually. coz there's a lot of scetch and "list of thing to do" than a diary.
but, i found my notes from early last year. from the first day i ever step in here.
I must say, i've been far than i had ever imagine..literally.
last year, u even thought about quitting..jobs, hope n everything.
i was so miserable. no happy feeling, like in hell for a week. lonely and sad.
but look at where i am now. still here.
and it kinda answers all my question in those notes:
1. Ini 3 hari, blum 3 mggu, 3 bulan, 3 tahun. mcm mana nk hidup kat sini?
2. Adakah ini perasaan sementara nak fit in?
3. adakah aku akan menyusahkan semua org kalau aku berenti?
4. inikah kehidupan aku untuk 3 thn berikutnya?
well, i'm here n living. miserable but keep going.
it's not dat bad, but there are time i just wanna scream.
how wonderful life when u know where you're heading...
Posted by Gmenique Ash Wednesday, October 21, 2009 comments (0)
A lot of thing happened lately. latast wud be, the Beyonce concert - cancelled. Really looking forward for it. but then, wattodo?
Work.as usual. HAte my assistant. trying to not talk or even look at her face. lot of plans actually, but less motivated to do. And it almost the end of school season. just 4 week to go. n then, bye bye kids!
this man is going for a vacation, hopefully. it must be. i didnt do it last year, and feel so missing out.
and hope to go to the east coast. miss Besut.
tgh cari mini laptop
lately i been a bit weak, mind and body.
this cough is not going anywhere, and job are so dull.
today, i went to my class after dat **** go home. try to cmplete my mural, unluckily the water supply is out. so, i take a rest in my thnking chair. my eyes catch smthng i havent see for a long time. MY DIARY!
well..more of my notes actually. coz there's a lot of scetch and "list of thing to do" than a diary.
but, i found my notes from early last year. from the first day i ever step in here.
I must say, i've been far than i had ever imagine..literally.
last year, u even thought about quitting..jobs, hope n everything.
i was so miserable. no happy feeling, like in hell for a week. lonely and sad.
but look at where i am now. still here.
and it kinda answers all my question in those notes:
1. Ini 3 hari, blum 3 mggu, 3 bulan, 3 tahun. mcm mana nk hidup kat sini?
2. Adakah ini perasaan sementara nak fit in?
3. adakah aku akan menyusahkan semua org kalau aku berenti?
4. inikah kehidupan aku untuk 3 thn berikutnya?
well, i'm here n living. miserable but keep going.
it's not dat bad, but there are time i just wanna scream.
how wonderful life when u know where you're heading...
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